Hi

[yamagishis]

Hi I'm Autumn , but I prefer close friends and family to call me that. You can call me Aki or Fuuka. I'm 19 years old and I was diagnosed with a mood disorder, however I'm going to a appointment today and idk what else they'll diagnosed me with so yeah, I also have anxiety and ocd.

I lost my grandfather in 2010 and I dropped that same year, although im hoping to do night school again.

I've bullied and cyber bullied constantly, there was a recent bully on this website (twitter), who stole my pictures of myself and spammed them.

I'm constantly struggling with my appearance and my weight.

I'm very shy and I have trouble making friends. Lately I've been so depressed that I've lost interesting in my usual favorite things. Most of this I blame on the bully who stole my pictures of myself.

I'm just struggling

[JonsDragonEyes]

Hi there Aki. It's nice to meet you. Welcome to the forums.

I'm sorry about your grandfather. I lost my grandma too in 2010. She was 93 years old. It's so hard.

And I'm very sorry about what that person did to you on Twitter. I can never understand why people think they can so something so cruel. It's just nasty and immature. Did the person who did at least get caught ??? They should be banned from there !!

You know no matter what size you are your always beautiful. People are all different on the outside but what matters most is whats inside you. Your heart. How you see the world, how you treat others. You don't need to worry about looking a certain way. Your heart is what true beauty in life is all about.

It can be tough making friends. I know what it's like to be shy. But hey if you stay here with us that's a start !!

Open up to us here and maybe little by little it may help you get more comfortable around people and who knows you may end up with more friends then you know what to do with !

Please don't let any bully drag you down. You said that you've lost interest in your favorite things... no one should be able to take that from you. And don't let anyone take away that beautiful smile I know you must have.

Love and Hugs

[yamagishis]

Hi there Aki. It's nice to meet you. Welcome to the forums.

I'm sorry about your grandfather. I lost my grandma too in 2010. She was 93 years old. It's so hard.

And I'm very sorry about what that person did to you on Twitter. I can never understand why people think they can so something so cruel. It's just nasty and immature. Did the person who did at least get caught ??? They should be banned from there !!

You know no matter what size you are your always beautiful. People are all different on the outside but what matters most is whats inside you. Your heart. How you see the world, how you treat others. You don't need to worry about looking a certain way. Your heart is what true beauty in life is all about.

It can be tough making friends. I know what it's like to be shy. But hey if you stay here with us that's a start !!

Open up to us here and maybe little by little it may help you get more comfortable around people and who knows you may end up with more friends then you know what to do with !

Please don't let any bully drag you down. You said that you've lost interest in your favorite things... no one should be able to take that from you. And don't let anyone take away that beautiful smile I know you must have.

Love and Hugs

thank you so much and no he hasnt gotten caught,,

[JonsDragonEyes]

Tonight I'm gonna hope with all my heart that he does get caught.