Very Depresssed
Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2014 9:01 pm
Hi, I've been dealing with major depression and other illnesses for over 10 years. I am feeling extremely depressed and lonely now. It doesn't help when my symptoms just drove my new guy away. He now hates me and despises me big time. When I see him in public, he never misses any chance to humiliate me and make me feel bad. I see him at church every week. And I am thinking of not going to church because his behaviour gives me terrible heart ache that I want to die. I don't know what to do. I can't help thinking about same time last year, he's so in love with me. And I blew it. And there's no turning back.
