My life is kind of an unhappy mess right now. I feel like I am in a rut and just can't seem to find my way out. Seems like my whole life has been that way. I will tell my story at a later date as I just wanted to get started here today.
I kind of feel like happiness and a reason for being alive is something that not everyone finds and I feel like I am one of them. Its kind of hard when one is dealt a lousy hand of cards very early in life.
