Salutations, my name is Kaily and I would like to help
Posted: Thu Aug 02, 2012 3:42 am
Yes well. As I said my name is Kaily, I just registered, I am 21, and I have been a depressed basket case for going on 12 years now with a lovely 5 year reprieve from the deep stab to the heart life seems to give unfortunate people like myself.
Roll with the punches right? That. Or I am just very optimistic for a future I am also terrified to greet.
To many people out there my problems wouldn't seem so bad, and after a lot of stories I've already heard I can wholeheartedly agree. I have this strong sense of morality and lust for life that I can't even identify the source of however and want to help people in any way I can.
To many my problems may not have seemed/may not seem serious or real but to me they were and still are.
I know what it's like to stare down to the brink of death from the third story with demons no one else believes in telling me the best way to make peace. I have sobbed myself to sleep for nights and weeks on end wondering what was wrong with me and I have built the same walls around my heart as everyone else.
I have also been selfish and furious and, just like everyone else, have done thing's I'm not proud of.
Most of all I have been invisible to the outside world.
Whilst I work to try to change that for myself I would also like to help others who have ever felt desperate with no one to console them. I will try my best to be of any support and comfort.
It would also be incredible to make some friends as I only have one left. (Bless her strong-willed soul.)
Why can't life be like video games? When you're cornered by a problem (boss/villain) you can just run in circles and swing at things and you win!
Nice to meet you all!
Roll with the punches right? That. Or I am just very optimistic for a future I am also terrified to greet.
To many people out there my problems wouldn't seem so bad, and after a lot of stories I've already heard I can wholeheartedly agree. I have this strong sense of morality and lust for life that I can't even identify the source of however and want to help people in any way I can.
To many my problems may not have seemed/may not seem serious or real but to me they were and still are.
I know what it's like to stare down to the brink of death from the third story with demons no one else believes in telling me the best way to make peace. I have sobbed myself to sleep for nights and weeks on end wondering what was wrong with me and I have built the same walls around my heart as everyone else.
I have also been selfish and furious and, just like everyone else, have done thing's I'm not proud of.
Most of all I have been invisible to the outside world.
Whilst I work to try to change that for myself I would also like to help others who have ever felt desperate with no one to console them. I will try my best to be of any support and comfort.
It would also be incredible to make some friends as I only have one left. (Bless her strong-willed soul.)
Why can't life be like video games? When you're cornered by a problem (boss/villain) you can just run in circles and swing at things and you win!
Nice to meet you all!
hello,just tryin to talk,share...I'm not quite sure.Even with my depression,still care about others more all the time.Funny,had my depression hidden for some time.But it's out in the open now.seems most of my life I've always felt alone,regardless of who I might be with,or how many people around me.guess this kinda feels safe to me.