I guess a little bit about me. I've been extremely depressed since I was 14 years old. I have never had any friends in school. I would always hide in the bathroom during lunch, but one day I ventured to the cafe when I was 17. I sat at a table and everyone got up to leave, one girl returned only to tell me that everyone hates me and I should just go kill myself.
Things didn't improve when I went to college. I lost my virginity at 18 when I was raped. After that I went into a deep depression and when I woke up 6 months later, I had no recollection of my life. I have no idea what happened during those 6 months, they're lost to me. I am 21 now and still have not had any friends.
I have the most amazing boyfriend who encouraged me to seek help. We have been together 5 months and are so in love. I have felt happiness for the first time in my life. My depression has stayed because of my miserable home life and my lack of social life at school. I love my boyfriend and I want to get better so that I can enjoy my life with him. I feel like I'm finally ready to be happy.
I look forward to getting to know everyone on the forum
