Unsure where to turn to next....hence i've found myself here

[Mandez]

Well........Give me a blank white box to write in and i never know what to say.

Here goes, in a nutshell, I'm 29, been finding myself back in these dark places since the age of about 13.

Recently i knew i was going back down hill but just gave in because i suppose i felt i just couldn't be bothered to put the effort in again. Got seriously drunk for three days, ran away from my responsibilities, and here i am again.

I'm kind of disillusioned by the term "help". I feel like i've been round the block when it comes to "help" and i believe i can only help myself but it's such an effort these days.

Well there you go, blank white box filled with a few random, self indulgent words. Sorry for wasting your time x

[Mountain_Mamma]

I hear you there friend... I have quit drinking, not by choice of my own, but some sloppy crap in my world right now.. And as much as I know alcohol is a depressant, and adds to the gloom... It does help me escape, and for me to "feel" better.. Always been a happy drinker.. My dark times are well dark...

When this time passes I can't wait for a cold one an a shot of GOOD whiskey...

[hollyann]

Hi Mandez, welcome to the forum. Please feel free to use the chatroom as well.

holly