i just need some help.

[Binksy]

i dont really know what to say, ive been 'down' or 'depressed' whatever you want to call it for aslong as i can remember, my parents say i was always an unhappy child, ive always felt alone in a crowded room, ive been to lots of doctors and they dont know whats wrong with me, some think its just serious depression some think its bi polar and one thought i had schitophrenia (i cant spell it) but being dragged from one doctor to the other made me feel worse like there was something seriously wrong with me, and then me and mother stopped talking and i moved away to live with my boyfriend in wigan, and im all alone my doctor here doesnt help ive given up trying to help myself, my boryfriend helps alot he holds me when i cry andt hings but he works 6 days a week and i dont work or anything im sat alone most of thhe time and i just keep getting worse and worse, im so scared im going to try to end it all again, i tried once when i was 12 and i never want to get to that point again. i just need some help.

Binksy.

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

Hello Binksy,

Welcome to the site. There are many supportive people about, please continue posting. It does help to have others that do understand your feelings and that you will find here.

Warmsoul