First time sharing
Posted: Sat Mar 12, 2011 2:10 am
This is the first time I have ever reached out to anyone about my depression. I guess I thought that it would be easier to tell a stranger, especially one that is searching for the same thing I am. I want my voice to be heard and I know that I should try to convey how i feel. Around others I have to problem with my voice being heard 
. I am a friend to many and I have many friends but I feel alone. Like I said above, I have never told anyone about how I feel or what I do to myself. My feelings range from extreme fear, depression, anger (a lot of anger) and a lot of the time I am paralyzed by these things. I tried to tell someone about this today but found everything falling away, nothing was right. I am frustrated, even now, and feel like I cannot express what has been happening to me for....I don't even know how long...I am 17 and I feel that this is the next step after reading through some of the wonderful and encouraging posts on this site. Thank you - echo13
. I am a friend to many and I have many friends but I feel alone. Like I said above, I have never told anyone about how I feel or what I do to myself. My feelings range from extreme fear, depression, anger (a lot of anger) and a lot of the time I am paralyzed by these things. I tried to tell someone about this today but found everything falling away, nothing was right. I am frustrated, even now, and feel like I cannot express what has been happening to me for....I don't even know how long...I am 17 and I feel that this is the next step after reading through some of the wonderful and encouraging posts on this site. Thank you - echo13