Depression Understood Forums

I am new to this site out of desperation. I suffer from sever depression and anxiety. My day today and every day for that matter is a nightmare. My medication is not working. I have suffered from depression all my life. My hopelessness is at its worst right now. At 39 years old, I am just tired of living this way. Hoping this site will get me through today and tonight.
Any good thoughts on which forum/Group that I should be in?
Chad

Hi and welcome to the forums. We also have a chat room associated with this site if you need immediate support. But please keep in mind it is strictly peer to peer support No professionals. I'm very sorry things are so hard for you right now. How long have you been on your meds? It normally takes on average about 6 weeks to start to feel the effects of a med. If it's been longer than that, then you need to talk to your doc about getting them changed.