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[pammy]

Hi there i am at an alltime low , i have been married for 15 years to a jealous controlling drinker he has locked me out my house numerous times , i lost my mother to cancer and during that time he was jealous of the time i spent with her drank all the time she suffered terribly and i would come home in tears with no support he would be lying drunk . when there are any birthdays weddings etc i am always on edge . none of my family like him they put up with him because of me none of them live near me in other countries cant stop crying no where to turn . my son is now leaving going to work abroad now there is no one .

[hollyann]

Pammy. I know 15 years is along time to invest in a relationship but its also a long time to go through that. Have you thought about, is he open to counseling? You shouldn't have to live that way. I'm sorry you didnt have the support you needed from him. This place and the chat room is filled with very supportive people. Have you gotten counseling for yourself? Medication?

Hugs,
holly