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[loveiw]

Hello this is my first time finding a forum and actually sharing my story. I am 22(almost), i have a lot going on in my life. I have been sucidal before. It comes and it goes but it's never really all that far away. Lately I've been feeling the thoughts and feelings coming on again. But i keep telling my self "Now is diffrent, now is new" to keep from going down that same road. I suffer from alot of things that happened in the past. For part of my life i just feel so sick. Just mentally ...and emotionally. I have a hard time expressing this to family. It would be excellent if some one read this. I really just need someone to listen and talk....openly

[dd-va]

Hello lovelw, welcome to the forums, I am glad you have found this site! And yes, I agree sometimes it is just too hard to express ourselves to the people closest to us, just as it is hard for them to understand our thoughts and feelings. You have found a place here, where we do listen and understand! Take care and keep posting!

[balcony]

HI loveiw, welcome to the forums. I am glad you found a place where you can begin to express some of what you are feeling. You are brave to try. You might also take a look at our chat room here at DU. It is another resource and it provides a place to openly chat and exchange information with others. Keep writing, and take care.