Hello everyone

[winston]

Hi everyone,

This is my first time doing anything like this so I'm not really sure what to expect. I just need someone to talk to that doesn't know me. About three months ago I was diagnosed with depression. I see a psychiatrist weekly and I was seeing a therapist. It's believed that I have had depression since I was 10. Looking back at when I was growing up there are so many happy memories but there are also really dark periods that lately feel like they are haunting me. There are times now when I think I am okay but then this pain returns. I also have really bad anxiety so treating me has been difficult to say the least. I self harm often and have suicidal thoughts. I have always had lots of friends and a great family but I still feel so alone. I really do. And I can't seem to quit wondering what really is the point if you have all these people around you telling you they love you but you just can't believe them? Someone can be right beside me, hugging me but it's as if I'm watching in the distance.

[Obayan]

((( winston )))

That's a hug. And I do mean it. We are here for you sweetie.

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

(((((((((((((( Winston ))))))))))))))

You found the right place. Very devoted and support chatters here. Keep posting, never worry about the depression issues, we all have them and we do understand.

Welcome to you.

Warmie