I have just begun seeing a psychologist to help with pain management. This was under control until an injury [cause unknown] to both knees three years ago stopped my usual practice of walking for half an hour twice a week plus square dancing once a week. My life has gone off the rails in a big way since then, especially as other factors have made it one of the most stressful periods of our lives. I am seeing a physiotherapist about my knees but it all takes time.
This is the short version of my tale. I am tempted to be suicidal at times but have a beautiful 7 year old granddaughter and a gorgeous 4 year old grandson and do not want to be a bad role model to them. That is sometimes all that keeps me here. I have a husband of 40 years who [u]tries[/u] to be supportive but at times its like being married to a brick wall or a block of wood.
