someone help me please

[ola12345]

hey, i think i am suffering from depression or axcienty i dont know which one. i am 17 and everything is stressing me out, i cant remember the last time i felt happy. im always paranoid i cant leave me room at night to pee without having the feeling someone is going to pop out. i can never enjoy myself and let loose to have a good time this has made be become very anti social and have drifted away from friends. i am very self conisious and have a low self esteem, i feel people hate me, and dont really like me. i find it very hard to fall asleep and when i do its even harder to get out of bad. i have a short temper.
i dont want to do to a docter and asked for medication because this means i will have to talk to someone about it which i cant do. i think i feel this way because of my childhood.
can someone please tell me what im suffering from.
thankyouu [b][/b]

[ola12345]

someone please reply to me i need to know. all i need is help

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

Hi ola,

Wish I could answer your questions, but the truth is I can't. The only suggestion I can give you is yes, see a doctor. There are no doctors connected with this forum, just support from others that deal with issues of depression and anxiety in their lives.

I do know many talk in here, give and get support, and it truly does help. Continue talking/typing, get to know the forums, visit the chat room.

Perhaps if you are still in school, talk to your counselor or to a minister, member of the church. These are some thoughts that may be helpful to you.

Hope to see you type more, express yourself and find that it does help.

((((((((((((( ola ))))))))))) a gentle hug sent to you from me, I hope it helps.

Warmie

[Wonder]

(((((((((((Ola))))))))))) I hope you can find a way to talk to someone, because the hardest thing is staying in pain. Once you can get yourself to tell someone about it, each step gets a little less difficult. Maybe you can come to the chat room because it seems to help people over their fear of talkiing to someone. Hang in there - you are not alone.

[Peep212]

My therapist (TP) told me once that excessive aggression/anger is the first sign of depression. To just give you meds without finding out WHY this is happening to you would a horrible mistake, and no reputable doctor would ever do that. You have to learn to trust the doctors trained in this to help you. Medicine is an educated guess at best, but they have more years of schooling in -guessing- than you do.