Me in a nutshell. I'm new to this site and to chat rooms in general. I have been diagnosed with major depressive disorder. I am an alcoholic and an addict. I feel like I can't handle being sad anymore. I have been in a severe depression since January 2015. Now that it's been over a year with little improvement I feel even more hopeless. I cannot find a job. I think I might actually be invisible. I dropped out of college last month. I have precious few friends. I don't sleep very much, when I do I have nightmares. I am very very lonely. I feel like I can't handle another year of feeling this way. I cry far too often and rarely find reason to laugh. I didn't mean to come here to whine. I'm simply telling anyone who might see this what is going on with me. I have hope that I can make it through this but I need help. I'm so lonely.
Love you all,
Michael908
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Broken Skye
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Hello,
I'm new here too and can identify with some of the things you are going through. I feel invisible at times. Sometimes when I say things to my bf he doesn't even reply, its like I'm not here at all. It really makes me feel bad. I had a really rough night and kept thinking if I ended it there would be no one who would miss me. Sure some family members might be sad for awhile, but I just don't talk to them enough to feel like I have any impact on their lives. Bad dreams and nightmares are a constant thing with me. Sometimes I don't want to sleep because of the possibility of having one. I'm pretty messed up and don't know if I can help but I wanted to let you know you are not alone. Sometimes when I get so low, I think I gotta do something, anything to get out of this. I will watch something funny, even if I'm not in the mood. It feels weird to laugh when I'm so down, but it has helped me not to stay so down. I can't identify with your particular addiction, but feel that I am addicted to other things like sugar and spending money. Its has gotten my into trouble that will be hard to fix. I hope just reading this helps you. If you ever want to talk let me know.
I'm new here too and can identify with some of the things you are going through. I feel invisible at times. Sometimes when I say things to my bf he doesn't even reply, its like I'm not here at all. It really makes me feel bad. I had a really rough night and kept thinking if I ended it there would be no one who would miss me. Sure some family members might be sad for awhile, but I just don't talk to them enough to feel like I have any impact on their lives. Bad dreams and nightmares are a constant thing with me. Sometimes I don't want to sleep because of the possibility of having one. I'm pretty messed up and don't know if I can help but I wanted to let you know you are not alone. Sometimes when I get so low, I think I gotta do something, anything to get out of this. I will watch something funny, even if I'm not in the mood. It feels weird to laugh when I'm so down, but it has helped me not to stay so down. I can't identify with your particular addiction, but feel that I am addicted to other things like sugar and spending money. Its has gotten my into trouble that will be hard to fix. I hope just reading this helps you. If you ever want to talk let me know.
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