Hello

[pleasehelpme]

Hi, I'm Lindsay. I just joined today. I felt like talking to someone about my problems might help, so here I am. I want to die all the time. I have wanted to for seven years. I lose people I care about all the time. Everyone lies and betrays and plays games all the time. I can't stand constantly trying to be a part of a world that has no place for me. I don't know what good this will do, but I hope it can be a step forward.

[IrishBlue]

Lindsay

Please hang in there, I was like you too, you have taken the first step by reaching out. I know what its like to be lied to and to betrayed, I know the hurt and frustrations that it causes but believe me you have to be strong.

Have you spoken to a doctor or a health care specialist about how you are feeling, have you tried counselling ?

I dont know where you are from but I have found the Samaritans to a life saviour, literally, you really need to seek professional help as well as coming on here, its a great forum to share problems and shared experiences but its just that. No one on here is I believe a professional, so take the advice of someone who stumbled around in the dark for years, seek help.
I am always just at the other side of the keyboard if you really need to talk to someone.