Hi

[Hallv]

So I've never done this before, publicly anyway. My issues have gotten so bad that they have consumed me. I'm looking for people who understand all types of mental illness. I've been diagnosed BPD, Bipolar, and a few other things. I don't really talk to anyone about this anymore, cause I'm tired of repeating all the same things and not have anybody really get it. I feel like more of a nuisance when I seek out help. I guess all I really need is some real support, not people who pretend to understand. How can they, I don't even understand it all! So, there's a little about me.

[CrazyKiss]

I dont think anyone on here will pretend to understand to make u feel better when really everyone on here has experienced one of the things u have experienced. I see u have gone through aalot but that dont make u weaker then anyone on here as we are all going through the same things.

I know u said no one would understand but I think if someone has gone through what u have then u will feel less lonely in the world. Thats what this site can offer u is for someone to relate to u. I know u couldnt speak to ur family or any friends but once u have spoken to us u will feel that u can speak to ur family for the first time.

Are u getting any support from anywhere like from The Crisis Team or Mental Health Team? If not what about seeing a counseller? I know it maybe difficult at first but u wont feel on ur own and ur have someone who can listen and for u to open up to them.

You may just need to look at ur options to what kind of help u would like as ur the one in the middle of all of this and u are the most important person what needs the help and support. If its one to one support, group support, self assurance techniques support or Long term medication can get to where u wanna be. What one sounds most like u?

Keep reaching out on here and remember ur not on ur own as all of us have gone through something similor to u.