Hi.

[S]

Hi, I'm S. 16 years old girl from Finland.
I'm messed up.

[Itsonlyme]

Hello S Nice to have you here

Bet I'm more messed up than you are..... just because I've had an extra 34 years to dig my hole WAAY deeper !

Maybe we can help you out a little, before your as old as I am.

Any reasons for your situation, which you would like to discuss ???

Best wishes

[S]

Well, hello Stranger.
huh.. I'm not a type of person who would want to write her life story to people.. Don't even know why I am using this website. Anyhow.. Basically here's my "problem". I don't know what it is.
What I do know is that few years ago my father died. Ever since, I just haven't been able to keep it together. I feel like I've lost my entire family, because my mother is so distant to me. I find it hard to eat, walk, and even breath sometimes. I feel like throwing everything away.. If only I would have anything to throw away. I don't even have friends. I use all my time writing my books, and painting. (although I throw them away when finished..)
I feel like losing my grip..
What's wrong with me?
It's not like I have that big issues..

I apologize my terrible writing. I don't use English very often.

-S