I am new here...

[satisfy]

Depress all my life, a lone and lonely. I have family but feel like they are not exit to support me. I feel like suicidal, but do not want to die, just want to get out of this head ache, and pain in my shoulder. I wonder, are there any body who empathy with depressor.

[4EverMe]

Hello satisfy,
It's good you found a place to talk out your problems. There ARE people who empathize and sympathize here, and who do listen.

I'm sorry you're depressed, lonely and by yourself. You remind me of myself. My family and most of my friends are far away, so I can relate to how you're feeling.
Out of curiosity, do you have any particular hobbies you enjoy? Sometimes, this helps to fill the time.
However, we all need other people in some way.

Welcome aboard, satisfy.

[satisfy]

Thank you for your kind support. I don't enjoy anything in life. I don't have any interest in any thing. I am on Latuda 800mg, zenloft 100mg and Ativan for 2-3 mg per day. I used to take Lithium for 150 but gain so much weight so I asked my psychiatrist to take me off it. Now I add Fish oil to subtitude for depression but it does not help much.