Hello

[SilentGreen]

Ok so I'm not really an open person but at the same time I am (if that makes sense). I've struggled with depression (undiagnosed) for as long as I can remember. Never really had many friends. I am often irritable and come off as an "asshole" (excuse my language). I am a 24 year old man, married, no kids. I find great escape, relaxation, and stress relief from scuba diving, but unfortunately don't get to go nearly as often as I would like because of the lack of friends and what not. Of course since I am a guy I haven't talked to anyone professional and honestly am not willing to go in person to talk to anyone. I have in the past found great psychological joy from talking to new people about anything and everything. I definitely want to keep this anonymous but will share my world with you if you wish to chat. I do not have a preference to whom I would like to talk to, male female younger older, does not matter to me. If you wish to dialogue with me, learn about myself, listen to me vent, or vice versa, send me a message. I'm not too keen on going too in depth about my personal life in an open forum but private should be ok.

[SilentGreen]

Guess not...

[TurtleRock]

Ok so I'm not really an open person but at the same time I am (if that makes sense).

Do you find that even your closest friends do not understand you ? or that when you try to connect to people and explain whats going on in your head you end up feeling like there's still a vast gulf between you and them ?

Am I projecting my own feelings onto you ?

If you want to talk or just someone to listen I'm interested in understanding you better if your willing.

[SilentGreen]

Yeah for the most part you're definitely right