Terrible feeling of being alone

For example: agoraphobia, claustrophobia, social phobia.

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xn728
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Terrible feeling of being alone

Postby xn728 » Sun Jan 17, 2010 11:44 am

OF ALL the feelings ive encounted this week ,and there have been a few
emptinesss ,and suicide to mention just a few ,,,i have a great fear of being alone ,,something is going to happen ,to take all my freinds away
its just a feeling of dread i have ,you came to me from nowere ,and gave
me hope and a purpose ,,im mean i had my family of course but as you know ,i must protect them from my illness ,,well the scary parts anyway
so altough ,not really alone ,,my deppressed mind fears losing you all ,,
this is most uncomfortable ,,,this seems such a fragile thing this internet
maybe it will break or be taken away ,were is it ,,? it came to me so quickly and without warning ,it could go just as fast ,,,,i put this here ,
i think it is a phobia ,,its taking me over ,,i often just turn on to make sure its still here ,,sometimes when the server goes down i think this is it
ok just me being ,,insecure i guess ,,why should i have this great thing and all these freinds in my life ,,everything else i have had has been taken away ,,why should i deserve you ,? hugs ken xxx

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Postby Misty » Sun Jan 17, 2010 4:26 pm

Hello Brother,
I am still here and just like you, that "fear" of losing what you have consumes me as well. It is a horrible feeling and to hear that this runs through your mind convinces me more and more that whatever demons invade us just makes us more sensitive to everything in life. But I don't call it a form of paranoia, it's more like being overly protective of what we see as precious to us. This was most apparent to me when we had 2 major hurricanes within 2 weeks and my brother-in-law would not evacuate with us. After it was over we didn't know if he had survived or if we had anywhere to go home to. I mention this because what we see and can hold every day is taken for granted by most and what you feel is very significant. Sometimes when you feel alone it is because you keep certain things inside that want to be set free and it can eat you up. You want to but can't and that is a loneliness that is one's choice to bear. I hope being here lifts some of your burdens and like most it is difficult to deal with. We aren't going anywhere and only when these little communication devices lose power or demand to be rebooted our family will always be here.

(((((Ken)))))

Best of everything,
Misty

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(((((misty)))))

Postby xn728 » Wed Jan 20, 2010 1:49 pm

(((((MISTY)))))your right of course,just worrying to much ,,im glad you understood though,that helps that you knew what i was saying ,,,,,
thankyou misty ,,,i hope your ok ,,feeling alright or as best we can ,,,
hope we can talk again soon hugs ken xxx

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Re: Terrible feeling of being alone

Postby Prycejosh1987 » Sun Jun 07, 2020 11:42 am

xn728 wrote:OF ALL the feelings ive encounted this week ,and there have been a few
emptinesss ,and suicide to mention just a few ,,,i have a great fear of being alone ,,something is going to happen ,to take all my freinds away
its just a feeling of dread i have ,you came to me from nowere ,and gave
me hope and a purpose ,,im mean i had my family of course but as you know ,i must protect them from my illness ,,well the scary parts anyway
so altough ,not really alone ,,my deppressed mind fears losing you all ,,
this is most uncomfortable ,,,this seems such a fragile thing this internet
maybe it will break or be taken away ,were is it ,,? it came to me so quickly and without warning ,it could go just as fast ,,,,i put this here ,
i think it is a phobia ,,its taking me over ,,i often just turn on to make sure its still here ,,sometimes when the server goes down i think this is it
ok just me being ,,insecure i guess ,,why should i have this great thing and all these freinds in my life ,,everything else i have had has been taken away ,,why should i deserve you ,? hugs ken xxx

Everyone is different, but there are many people that are depressed that think as you do. Being alone is something that will happen if you let it. Go out there and socialise and change your mentality.


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