Well, whattdya know?

[Kilyke]

Seems like I've made these introductions thousands of times... nothing ever changes. I've read some of the stories on here that make my problems seem trivial, though sometimes I wish I had something in my life I could point to and say, "that's it! That's the problem!" but there is nothing. I'm just bored, and tired, and tired and bored of being tired and bored.

Everything in my life, by any objective standards, is going pretty well. I'm unemployed, but I doubt I could hold down a job anyway so its all good. I'm on meds and I can't decide if they help or not... I feel like I was okay when I went awhile without them, though that did end in my going to the hospital.

Some days I feel pretty great, those days are actually pretty common, but I can't seem to make heads or tails of the times I'm not doing well. I really want to get better, but I don't know if I'm strong enough to. I've flirted with a lot of techniques, can't really bring myself to give any one of them a fair shot. I don't know why I'm like that.

So anyway, that's that. Thanks for listening.

[xn728]

hi there Kilyke,,ok we all have our ups and downs ,im pretty up beat just now ,my visitor is at my side.but im ok ,,you have the warmth of the forum and the chat to give you a little support ,,dont feel alone we all help each other out here and a few kind words can make a lot of differance
i hope your ok ,my dear freind ,reach out and we will catch your fall
if you stumble i will steady you on this journey ,,,,,,
i think we cahatted the other night ,,not very good at names but im sure it was you ,,,,if it was ,thanks i really enjoyed ,,,hugs ken ,,,,xn728

[crystalgaze]

Just wanted to welcome you to the forum! (Better late than never?)