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1 hard blow to the face, stars start to gaze while i pick myself up, i get another in the stomach, thoughts racing i get up, wildly start to punch, blood drippin, this is moving so fast, hard to see whats really going on, focusing on surviving, then comes a sting, worse than the first blow to the face, i grip my stomach i fall to the ground, hand bloody as i grip my wound i was stabbed. age 11, it suddenly fades black, i wake up im in the emergancy room, mom crying clutching my hand i feel this pain like sumone ripped out my insides. i had stiches i was going to live. with the 18 year old behind bars i still and stare...the only thought i had poping up over and over was ''will i die?'' did i deserve everything brought to me. should i have died? im not sure what to do, the girl gets out of jail in 1 week
do i run? or face her and meet my death

((((((((((((((( Andrea )))))))))))))))))

Dont cry alone Andrea, find a friend who can cry with you, im sorry that you need to deal with all of this, its too much for a young girl like you to handle.

Stay strong girl and dont give up

p/s: i still think you need to get help from your councelor/teacher/parents

hugs
dandelion