Silently Drifting away

[AndreaCoe]

My pillows crisp for the once fresh tears have dried. clinging on for sanity i await for a new day to put my fake smile back on and be "happy" i have a feeling, a numbness, im cold and lost. theres nothing left of me. Holding back the anger i cry softly. silently in hope of not beiing seen. Somtimes its as if i show i cry then theres is no point to breathing, Good times never come and bad times seem to last. feeling forgotten, weeping and alone. there was a time were all was perfect, yet not its gone and im stuck helpless. 1 person in a crowd on a million i hate it....

[xn728]

oh dear my young freind ,dont feel alone and cold ,you have new freinds
who are thinking warmly of you now ,hush dont cry ,i wish not to feel your tears on the next winter rain ,such a young face should only see
sunshine ,dont lay there alone ,youve only just arrived ,and many people will see your crys for help ,and feel you reach out for that soothing touch
you need so badly ,you will have many replys soon im sure ,lay in peace tonight and let the forum be that warm blanket that covers your totured,
soul this evening ,i will wish for your burden to be eased soon ,your pain i cannot bear but i cannot remove it either ,witch pains me even more
feel the warmth .and feel the many thoughts all around ,just because you can see us doesnt mean were not there ,,,,,goodnight xn728