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I cant help them, its like the darker side of me un controllonly popoing out 90% every day

Day to Day!! I get these thoughts and i thik im going crazy, When your depressed for too long I guess you get to many thoughts.

Bad ones, I get thoughts of suicide, and yes i have tried it and its still possible. I cant ever find the guts. I want to so bad wich makes me hate myself even more, like the dove on my life has broken both its wings.

I'm 13 years old and have thoughts of killing people tell me thats not normal. Well not people just my step dad... But i am afraid of what im becoming. My mom wont get me a counsolor so i cant get help but i need it bad. i feel as if im going physco. please help D:

We welcome you here, Andrea. Talk and write to us. We've been in some of the same moods as you are feeling. I'll be thinking of you and waiting to hear more.
Beth Oh

lots of hugs for you
((((((((((((((((((((((((((( Andrea ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

When your depressed for too long I guess you get to many thoughts.

im glad that you found us Andrea, and i think expressing your thoughts through writing is one of the way for you to cope with what you are experiencing now. And i think maybe you need help from a councelor. Maybe going to the school councelor is a good idea, by doing that, you can let go of the things thats been bothering your mind. Do take care of yourself Andrea and welcome to the family

Love
dandelion