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tired of traveling alone ,gnight

Posted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 3:18 pm
by xn728
i have no hope anymore ,im sick of traveling alone ,the pain i see hurts ,and i dont want it ,my pain
i can handle ,but to see you all suffer so badly ,with ,eating disorders and stuff,must be terrible
i will admit i dont understand a womens pain about weight ,i know fran looks after herself ,and just now
and then will ,eat a little less ,but i know this for you is far greater than that ,a man i may be ,
but im not stupid, i know it is real ,and to suffer ,depression and in some cases abuse as well,how can my
pain compare ,so to run from this ,turn and walk away .no i cant do that ,it goes against everything
i have said ,so ill do the best i can ,sometimes it hard to give kind words when i dont understand
your pain ,but i wont run away ill just do my best ,id rather share something than nothing at all ,
i dont wanna go anywere im sick of wondering around confused,you have all given me a purpose here
i cant make you all well can i ,much as id like to ,so maybe i just make you a little more comfortable .i can understand if some of you may be upset with me ,i now im not in control ,i can live with that to ,i dont look for forgiveness,i can live here alone to ,goodnight anyway
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ken,,,,,

Posted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 3:38 pm
by lisalou
welcome back ken, good to see you on the forum again today. no need to travel alone, we're all in this together.....

Posted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 4:18 pm
by crybaby1086
((((Ken)))) Glad to see you back on the forum. It just would not be the same without you.

Posted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 4:21 pm
by shatteredhopes
so glad you came back my brother...it hurts me too to see people I care about in so much pain, and to feel so helpless, but just in caring people on this site help me so much, and writing out my feelings...so maybe that helps lighten the load for others too.

glad you came home. you were missed.

Posted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 4:23 pm
by Warmsoul/Jeanie13
((((((((((((((((( Ken ))))))))))))))

Sometimes a hug says it all, hope it does here.

Warmie

nn..............

thankyou

Posted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 4:40 pm
by xn728
your words and hugs are very kind ,i feel unworthy of them ,at this moment in time ,but there very nice ,i know your all there ,but i will always feel alone ,,,thanyou ken

Posted: Thu Nov 19, 2009 6:38 am
by Mich
I'm so glad you are back. Your words are always very comforting to me.

Posted: Thu Nov 19, 2009 3:00 pm
by dandelion
welcome back xn728

dande

Posted: Thu Nov 19, 2009 3:08 pm
by xn728
your full of goodness dandelion ,it will serve well,,,,,,xn728