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hi everyone
isnt it strange how i like the dark nights ,and the cold of winter
i love the short days ,i dont have to suffer to many summer hours of pain
i love halloweeen coming soon .you see i do have things that make me feel good ,and im gonna look for more ,of course i have my wonderful family ,that goes without saying ,and i have been told i wont get better
and my only hope is they can keep my mood stable ,but ive been consumed for so long ,i must have paid enough by now ,reading the posts here so ,sad so much pain ,and i have had this for years ,and the words i try to comfort people with ,give me hope to ,so im gonna give something to me ,im gonna really try to be positive and have some ken time ,i can still look after my wife and girls ,and have loads of time for myself .i have this forum with all my freinds ,so yes i have lots ,thanks everybody for putting up with the crazy old guy . xn728 ken

I like the cool days of fall....until we have to put the clocks back and then I am not happy. I am not a fan of the darkness. It's so interesting how we are all different.
PS - I don't put up with you Ken....I consider you a good friend and love to read your posts and responses. You are so encouraging and always manage to make me feel a little better.

Yes, there you go! ^_^ Yay! Try it & see if it works for you. If you can't find some things you like, you can always c-r-e-a-t-e something, too. Paint? (the dark?)

The lovely thing about time is that it doesn't always have to be the same.... With time, there's always at least 2 possibilities good/bad or better/worse.

Let's all believe we're pop stars & re-invent ourselves! That's how people like Madonna & company continue to appeal to the public. Ken-time sounds great....! (sounds like lyrics in a song)

& like Mich said, I'm not putting up with you either. You're A-ok! & crazy? Who? Where? What? You're just fine! ((((((((Ken)))))))))

& with the positivity, take that a little at a time (?).... When I started, I took baby steps 'cause when I went all out, I would overload too quickly.

I love the dark, too. Now... to make myself function in the day, I had to expose myself to sunlight little by little.... I remember those days when the sun would really hurt my eyes just by taking a few steps out of the door..... & I'd be like, "Aarrggh!!! NoooOO! Light!!!" I almost wanted to say I was melting & run back into the safety of the house!

Now, I like them both.

~whisper~ & 1 day, you might just be able to take the visitor & sling him (it?) around like in wrestling or the cartoons. You're on your way & always remember YOU CAN DO IT!!! I'm cheering in the stands... ^_^

thanks guys we,ll i now you,ll all wish me we,ll i know i will trip along the way ,but you,know i gotta try only i can change this now ,not cure myself
but have a little joy in life ,i thank you for your well,wishes it will help me along the road xn728 ken