Guilty Conscience
Posted: Wed Dec 21, 2022 2:36 am
Do I deserve to live?
I will make this brief, as I know many others experience pain as well, so here it goes -- actions that I made have caused a person that I love to commit suicide. Many other actions of mine were too, indeed, guilty, and have caused people pain -- great pain. I am contemplating whether or not I deserve to live, to be blissful along with the rest of the happy people. Or, instead, I should get it over with and pay the price.
What I am thankful for is a couple of people on this Earth whom I love deeply.
I am hoping to find my purpose, if I'm to go on.
This was my first post.
I will make this brief, as I know many others experience pain as well, so here it goes -- actions that I made have caused a person that I love to commit suicide. Many other actions of mine were too, indeed, guilty, and have caused people pain -- great pain. I am contemplating whether or not I deserve to live, to be blissful along with the rest of the happy people. Or, instead, I should get it over with and pay the price.
What I am thankful for is a couple of people on this Earth whom I love deeply.
I am hoping to find my purpose, if I'm to go on.
This was my first post.