are we the same
Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2021 11:43 am
it's interestingly crazy how fast I can switch up from feeling exhausted from crying to numb during a depressive episode. Just a moment ago I felt like living is a waste of time and so is my existence , wanted to rip off my skin to be completely indifferent, no emotion , dull with a blank stare. Can't I just dissappear so everyone can leave me tf alone . I want to be and feel at peace .
What does it feel to be happy ? To have your eyes light up ? I don't even remember how emotions are like , how did I end up with all of this, how I was before . I don't remember be happy for a long time it was always short-lived .
What does it feel to be happy ? To have your eyes light up ? I don't even remember how emotions are like , how did I end up with all of this, how I was before . I don't remember be happy for a long time it was always short-lived .