I'm new here

[GailMKane]

Hi I'm new here. This is my story. A few months ago, I starting having difficulty with walking. At first it was almost unnoticeable but it has gotten to the point that I can barely get around. The neurologist did all kinds of tests which showed nothing so I a, still stuck without an answer. The last test I had showed that my symptoms may be associated with Spastic Paraparesis which is a chronic condition that creates leg muscles so stiff that walking is very difficult. I have taken a leave from a job that I really love and I feel like I'm dropping out of society in general. I have a husband a three great teenage kids.
I have been completely overwhelmed by anxiety, depression and crying since January. I think I am driving myself crazy along with everyone who knows me.
I don't do much during the day except use my iPad to distract myself. I have been to a therapist once with a second appointment next week.
My dr suggested a second opinion with another clinic in a larger city but I haven't heard back from them yet.
I can't see a future with any happiness in it when I can't walk normally. I feel as though I'm missing out on the best part of life. Also I don't know if this is spreading to other parts of my body but I am starting to get the same feeling in my arms.
More than anything I just want my old life back but I don't know if that's possible. I have lost a lot of weight and can only eat when I get so hungry I have to do something to make my stomach feel better.