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Hi, everyone
Well i was fine until the day my parents decided to move to another country. I was happy at first because I was little but now I don't feel the same girl I used to be. I don't have friends, maybe because I'm too ugly or too anti social whatever, I almost never leave my room, I'm literally 7d/24h in my room, I don't go to school anymore, and I don't have a job so ya, my days are literally tv shows, movies, books ... And that's not feel right, I mean I should have at least friends, hangout at night, so many things... When we have like family dinners I always sit there looking around because I don't want to be there. When they talk to me I just want to say : leave me alone!.
Everybody has facebook, Tumblr, vine, snapchat etc... I don't have nothing of that because I don't have anyone to talk. I'm invisible... No one knows that i exist except my family.
Sorry for my English.
Thanks for reading my crap.

Your English is very good. Until the last line I thought English was your native language.

Since you posted here you are not invisible.

Please, tell me more about what you are reading and watching.

I think I know how you feel. My screen name 100 foot pole is based on the idea of being alone at the top of a 100 foot pole.