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I am wondering if suicide is my destiny-?--been fighting it for 50 years, and this time it REALLY feels like nothing ahead but current bsd situation--struggling minute by minute ddaily to keep going--any body know of a tol-free astrologer--sounds silly, but I keep thinking I'm fighting a DRIVE I can't overcome, liike "it's meant to be"

Its just a temporary feeling. Have in mind that everybody is struggling in one way or another. In fact, entire life is one big struggle. This is what makes it unique. You have to see positive things in that as well.