Finding hope and reasons

[genealogymaster]

I'm now in a position that is hard to be able to go on some days. I'm an older male, trying to find some kind of paid work and there isn't anything where I live as I am in a poor situation financially. It is extremely difficult to live on disability and not even get minimum wage. Also I have no friends to do things with on occasion. Not that I seriously consider this sometimes I do wonder would I even be missed if I wasn't here. I'm not sure what to do anymore if anyone has ideas I would welcome them.