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I don't really understand what's happening to me,
I feel like I just want to stay in my house alone, I'm 18 and before now I've always loved going out doing stuff with my friends ect, now my idea of fun is sitting alone smoking weed and thinking about how much I dislike everyone around me, I can feel myself pushing everyone away I'm trying to act normal but I dunno how much longer I can last, I just want to feel normal again but I don't know how when I can't stand to leave the house or even talk to anyone...

hey , i just thought i would say ' hi' ,
sometimes in life we can get stuck in a rut, it is pretty normal and the longer we are in it the scarier it is to change
it would be a good thing if you could get out in to a green space, and try and clear your mind .
life is beautiful but sometimes you have to participate not only to see it but to feel it as well.
just remember you are braver, stronger and more beautiful inside your self than you know.
stub out your weed, stand up , take a deep breath and walk outside.
i believe in you
take care

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Thanks 'fallen' it's crazy this is the first time I've done this and your words literally made me feel that little bit better

there are lots of people on here who are really kind and understanding.
remember you are not alone, we all care.
take care