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There has always been a part of me that has been different. A family full of secrets with perhaps me being the biggest secret of them all.

When I got scary different, I do not know. I remember so many things that don't make sense. They do now, and yet who would I tell? And is that knowledge as mankind struggles through this very unique time when we truly begin to see ourselves as one world.

At least in this perspective....this reality.

I know my fair share of dark secrects between family.
Ive taken them with me every I go and maybe that is a reason I am the way I am nownthe darkest secret I ever found knowbody still knows i know ?

Do I ask questions and destory my family or do a keep it to myself and destory me with gulit of not knowing who I am or where I really come from ?

Lies build up and I know I will not be able to keep this much longer esespecially with what im dealing with now..

Only a fraction of my family now I am suffering with depression but none of us no why

Is it all the secret keeping?

The thing is I dont I think I know the answer to anything anymore

The one thing I know im good at is keeping eveyone eles secrets yet I have nobody to unload mine