Struggling with depression

[krbarker09]

I am 21 years old and living at home. I have very few friends in high school, and when i attended college i had none. Now I still have nobody to talk to. Last year i struggled with addiction, and my parents constantly tell me how much of a low life loser I am. I dont own a car, so I dont get out at all. I work a little bit, and the days I do not work I dont feel a need to get out of my bed. I have contiplated suicide multiple times, but never attempted thank god. I am sick of feeling this way and there seems to be no end. I usually do not write on forums, but as I said i have NOBODY to talk to. I tell my parents im depressed and i get "your a loser and a druggie" when ive been sober for over a year. I am currently thinking suicide is a good option. I have NOTHING going for me. No friends and no family behind me. All i have is my debt. Im not sure about professional help, because I am under my parents insurance and they said they will not go for it because they do not believe I am depressed. Guess I will have to show them just how depressed I am when Im gone.

[myhauger]

Hi,
I just want to let you know that I feel your pain and I'm sorry your parents aren' t supportive. Suicide is not a good option, please don't do it. It isn't worth ending your life, there are better options. there are people here who are understanding. It does help; it has helped me. Coming here to this forum is a great step. Hang in there.