Depression Understood Forums

My name is Beth, i'm 15 years old. I've been doing this for 6 months. I keep s.i. I just hate myself and My dad, hes a jerk to me all the time. He is always yelling and putting me down. And my mother doesn't understand me. I don't think she really cares about me. No matter what anyone says..I know she doesn't. I don't think anyone cares what happens to me. Maybe they will just say `Oh well" When i am gone. I am crying while writing this. Because it just reminds me of my life and i hate it.

Hi. I'm sorry you are in such pain right now. I know it doesn't seem like it, but there are people who care. I know things look desperate right now for you, but it won't always be this way. There is hope. Have you spoken to anyone about how you are feeling? A teacher, counselor, principal, anyone?