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I have been sad all the time lately.
All I want to do is sleep or just sit around. I have no emotions lately. I feel worthless I feel bad 24/7. I do not wanna be around other family members I do not even wanna celebrate the holidays lately I don't know why I feel this way and it just started a couple weeks ago nothing major has happened with the last couple weeks that would make me feel.I have to young children 3 and 5 but I feel sad for because my, 5 year old always asks me why am I sad and idk why i am this way my kids try to make me smile and I don't even wanna smile back I don't wanna leave the house lately. I know I can provide love and support for my family but lately I just don't wanna do it I just wanna lay my head it in the pillow and pretty much just not get up not do anything not see anybody and I don't know why

Also my mother has BMW and throat cancer that keeps returning and i am the only support she has, but my son whistler will be 18 in May keeps getting into trouble he has no job, and has grades of f.. we moved so he has been staying with a friend so he can continue to go to the same high school but that is now a bad problem. I pretty much just have no support system for myself my husband does not really get it even knows I try to talk to him he just keeps telling me to try to get over it and ill get our life

Welcome to the forums neongirl2003.

Sounds like you have a full plate to deal with. I hope you find the needed support here, we do have some pretty wonderful members that do support one another.

We have a chat room connected with this forum. Give it a try, lots of great people there, talking and supporting. It helps.

Warmsoul