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Well my life has been hectic it started at 8 far as I remember I was sleeping and I could hear yelling from my room I go and see my mom being dragged out of the house by police I didn't know what was happening then but now I do till this day I dint know why that happen

When I was ten my dad and step mom got married there everything went down hill

At 12 I had my first bf who abused me raped me and made me get abortion I would of named them alegre happy in spainish or Miacilideana he ended up committing suicide even though we were engaged

At 16 I found the love Of my life she moved away her mom told me she died we were reunited a wok ago now back together and well alot more has happened to me but thweres the main things I actually have sakes

I selfed harmed for 5yrs trying to quit urges really bad I am a Survivor or suicide and I try hard in life

Hi. I'm really sorry for what happened to your mom. I hope you realise that there are consequences to the decision we make as adults and that is not the fault of the children. It's not your fault. SI is really really bad. It's habit forming and dangerous. I hope you are seeking help with that. Sending you warm hugs and good wishes.