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when my mom finally left my dad it still wasn't easy. i didn't know where i belong. i stayed with my grandparnets off and on. mom was in and out. sometimes we didn't know if we were coming or going. but at least the abuse had stop but the damage had already been done. as i look back know i really never knew what childhood was to be free and not afaird. i don't blame my mom she did the best she could. i don't really know the personal hell she also went through for love. i really wanted things to be diffrent but i just didn't know how.

Hi again Sid! I'm just wondering: Would you want to keep everything in the post you started? (Maybe it will help everyone to follow your story better??)

Of course, you are free to do it as you please! Good on you for facing it & trying to work through it (& at your own pace, too)!