Doh
Posted: Sun Sep 12, 2010 1:54 am
I'm here because I'm suffering alot and on the edge of it bigtime.
It all started last year about november after my 33rd birthday when i took some painkillers for injury pain unfortunately I suffered some injury to my stomach from said painkillers and had to go on a bland diet and anti acid pills at night to let my stomach recover.
By december my condition had worsened and was suffering from extreme acid reflux was put on the highest possible amount of acid suppression I was doing my best to go on working and keep eating and drinking while waiting for medical tests, over a period of 5 months I lost 17kg.
Eventually I had to stop work because i was fainting at work and barely able to eat or drink anything over this whole period I was severly stressed and would fall asleep all during the day and not be able to sleep at night properly.
Had test after test at the hospital with no result and was eventually hospitalised at my lowest weight for medical re feeding regained the weight although it was a hard process and continued seeing doctors for testing.
Recently I've had a diagnosis with a concurring second opinion of Gastroparesis which is paralysis of the stomach for which I'm told there is no treatment and an unknown chance of improvement.
Have to Eat bland easy to digest food in small meals with pills to help it move through and sip on water sparingly managing about a litre a day.
Still suffer from acid reflux so on pills for that and the diet I'm on helps with it a little.
Before all this started I worked a very physical job I'd just bought a house I ran lifted weights and did karate and judo all of which i loved.
Now however I'm on a sickness benefit living with my parents I feel tired listless and in pain all the time all i really have to do all day is play videogames which after all this time is getting really old.
I know I'm suffering from depression something awful because nothing at all holds any interest for me no matter how hard I try, everything combined thinking about how things were before and how they are now and are liable to be in the future kills me inside, I ran outta steam a couple of months ago and was holding on by the skin of my teeth hoping there would be something that could be done but now nothing.
I'm close to the edge and in danger of falling off.
It all started last year about november after my 33rd birthday when i took some painkillers for injury pain unfortunately I suffered some injury to my stomach from said painkillers and had to go on a bland diet and anti acid pills at night to let my stomach recover.
By december my condition had worsened and was suffering from extreme acid reflux was put on the highest possible amount of acid suppression I was doing my best to go on working and keep eating and drinking while waiting for medical tests, over a period of 5 months I lost 17kg.
Eventually I had to stop work because i was fainting at work and barely able to eat or drink anything over this whole period I was severly stressed and would fall asleep all during the day and not be able to sleep at night properly.
Had test after test at the hospital with no result and was eventually hospitalised at my lowest weight for medical re feeding regained the weight although it was a hard process and continued seeing doctors for testing.
Recently I've had a diagnosis with a concurring second opinion of Gastroparesis which is paralysis of the stomach for which I'm told there is no treatment and an unknown chance of improvement.
Have to Eat bland easy to digest food in small meals with pills to help it move through and sip on water sparingly managing about a litre a day.
Still suffer from acid reflux so on pills for that and the diet I'm on helps with it a little.
Before all this started I worked a very physical job I'd just bought a house I ran lifted weights and did karate and judo all of which i loved.
Now however I'm on a sickness benefit living with my parents I feel tired listless and in pain all the time all i really have to do all day is play videogames which after all this time is getting really old.
I know I'm suffering from depression something awful because nothing at all holds any interest for me no matter how hard I try, everything combined thinking about how things were before and how they are now and are liable to be in the future kills me inside, I ran outta steam a couple of months ago and was holding on by the skin of my teeth hoping there would be something that could be done but now nothing.
I'm close to the edge and in danger of falling off.