I'll start w/u Frame. It's gotta be difficult (to say the least) wondering if your business--the place you must get ready to go to work at each morning is even going to remain. Depression makes just the 'regular' things, like arising/going to work, a feat in itself. Then to wonder if your efforts will even pay off?! Ugh! I'm just trying to imagine life in YOUR shoes upon awakening each day! I know you also worry about losing the house; These aren't small issues to be faced with. It must be a b***** just to get out of bed. That said? Ur a very strong person, even when you don't feel it.
Saragupta--No fears! I'd already guessed what you'd meant to convey.
I do notice that you wear a smile each day, regardless of your pain. Hopefully, you'll be able to vent off more steam here. Self-improvement via the site is good. It is liberating/ rewarding to release the pain. I don't know that I've bettered myself here. But what truly has helped ME is just being heard. Priceless.