failure after failure. can't handle anymore.

[greentea]

hi ! I keep failing on my subjects that I have to wait a year again and again to repeat it. I am really getting depressed now. I can't think right anymore. What saddens me the most is that my family is still so supportive, loving and all that it makes me feel so guilty that this what I give to them... FAILURES. Too much failures. I can't face them anymore that I really really want to run away but don't know where to go to. How can you stand up failure after failure? Lastly, I'm so sensitive that what other people say really affects me a lot .

[Al]

Hiya greentea, isn't it strange that support can be as difficult as being alone at times, especially if we don't feel we deserve it? One thing though, PLEASE don't run away it never ends well. trust me on that. My family weren't supportive at all and i left home at barely 16 and it wasn't the best choice i ever made in some respects.
You will be glad your family supported you one day, and i bet you would do the same for them if they needed it.
Keep going, and keep talking is my advice, although i know it's hard.

[IliketoCry]

Hi Greentea, Im sorry your feeling this way. Look at the positive, your very lucky to have a great loving and supportive family, not everyone has that. They love you for who you are not the things you achieve, what you achieve is for yourself, Im sure that if you keep trying youll get there. Some people struggle with subjects or tasks, thats okay. As long as you try, thats the best you can do. So next term when you have to repeat the class, give it your best shot and hope for the best. You have a bright future because you have a great family, no need to run away. I envy you kinda(in a good way), I don't have that .