well when we broke up i liked this other girl, but she had a boyfriend that i was kinda friends with (he's the ra on my floor).
he wasn't right for her and he was pretty much using her. so i kinda opened her eyes and made her realize what she was doing to herself. she said she REALLY liked me, but he was the only problem. so i took care of that and she was happier right away.
so we started hanging out a bit more. then one night she invited me to her room and we had pretty much a 5-hour make out session. xD
But then the other night she texts me and she likes these 2 other guys and doesn't actually wanna go out with me.

so i felt horrible and didn't talk for the rest of that night.
so for the past week my emotions about micaela have been completely opposite pretty much everyday.
one day i want her back more than anything and i think i could do better the second time around, but the next day i'll hate everything about her and i tell myself i'm better off without her.
well she just texted me and tells me that she REALLY likes one of my best friends, and she has for a few months now.

so now i don't even like any f****** girls. they're really the only things that keep me goin each day.
i feel extremely lost right now


I'm not sure what to do right now. Any help??????