Terrified

[angelique]

Hi. I am facing deportation from the country I'm currently I'm currently living in. I don't really want to get into the minutiae of it as it will only raise questions I'll be happy to answer if asked. The point is, I will have to leave my husband and return to a country where I will have nowhere to stay, no money, no support, etc. I don't know when this will happen but since I've become aware of its imminence, I am filled with panic, fear, sadness and dread at every waking moment. And these waking moments are many as I also am suffering with horrible insomnia It feels like a guillotine blade above my neck and never knowing when it will fall. I decided to join this site just for a little moral support. I am currently not diagnosed with depression but have been in the past. Main reason Is that I'm unable to see a doc due to my situation. Sorry so long-winded on first post but just trying to be as clear as possible. Thanks!

[Obayan]

I'm really sorry this is happening to you. Is there no recourse at all that you can take?

[angelique]

I wish there was but Ive exhausted all options. just waiting for the dime to drop and trying to live with my abject misery.

[Obayan]

You say you are married. Are there any children? Have you contacted the red cross? Oftentimes when it involves seperating a family they can intervene.