Urgently need some to talk/relate to

[Kayla]

Iv had depression for a while now, ofcourse has its moments.
Right now I have a good life, but its my past that is trying to ruin it.

It started when i feel preganat when i was 14, before i really knew what sex was, the father did the runner and i had a termination.
At 15 I was molested by a friend, then raped at 16 by a different friend.
I hate my brother, for how he treated me and my family, it was his friend that molested me, and i got the blame for it by him.
I have IBS and OCD and a back and foot injury so that can take a toll on me alot.


I just want someone to relate to as been through something similar and can give me any type of advice on how to heal because i blocked everything out, and i get flashbacks now. its affected my sex life with my partner where i cant let him touch me anymore.

I need some help
And yes iv seen a counsellour and tried antidepressant, both didnt work for me.

Just please help with some advice

[Obayan]

I had a bad past as well that affected my present. I did CBT (cognitive behavioral therapy) and it helped me a lot. Had to go thru it twice though for it all to sink in.

[Kayla]

Thank you, looking into it as we speak.