New here...am severly depressed. (triggering)

[antfan]

I am so stupid. I am receiving IV antibiotics thru a medi port in my chest for,get this, a bone infection in my stump, where I lost my left foot about 1 year ago. Multiple problems. Anyways, I tried injecting about 60 mls of air into my port (which is an iv line in my chest.) I thought air in an iv line, and a lot of it would kill me. OBVIOUSLY IT DIDN'T. i REALLY NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO.



ANTFAN

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

Hello antfan,

Welcome to the forums. We are strictly a peer support site, no professional connected to it. You issues sounds very serious. Have you considered talking with your doctor, perhaps see what kind of medical help you can get.

We will willing talk with you, give you support and do our best to help with dealing with depression.

There is also a chat room connected to this forum, should you care to go and and chat with people.

Warmsoul/Moderator

[be11a]

Hello Antfan-

I think I talked to you once in chat a while back. Its nice you are back because I wondered what happened with you. I'm looking forward to seeing you again in chat and talking some more. I usually come in a few evenings during the week and will look for you there.

Please take care of yourself and hope to see you soon!

Bella

[crystalgaze]

Hello! I hope you are doing better! If you can see a doctor, please do!