this is me my story

[katyn83]

my depression started years ago and at the time i thought the only way out was to end it all but after a failed attempt i carried on with life pretending everything was normal i thought if i controlled everything in my life things would be fine until i found out i'd had a miscarriage and in the space of 1 week i not only lost my baby, my boyfriend split up with me and i lost my home too. all of this sent me on a downward spiral and here i am today back on the medication waiting for therapy, on the sick spending most of my time alone wanting my family to understand how im feeling knowing they wont! its not an amazing story and only touches the surface of what has happened but its the most important part of my story

xxx

[smh]

well you've to come to a good plaxce anyway. anytime u feel like no one can understand u can come here and talk to people that are going through similar experiences and can relate to how u are feeling or like me u can just go on a long rant as its a safe environment just to spill your guts. i've found sometimes it makes the day go by that much easier by just writing down some of the things that have upset me or are stressing me out. there are bad days and better days and i realise that you're going through a rough time at the moment but have hope that things will get better as i try to do, and hopefully we'll both be feeling a lot better about things at some point soon.
wishing u well and a good day