feeling sorry for myself

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hi you guys ,imagine while you feel down like you may be now ,lonely pherhaps ,feeling unwell mentally as well asphysicly ,so now you have to go outside in this cold wind we have here in england ,and mess with oily
horrible heavy car engine ,when all i want to do is curl up and withdraw ,
and im feeling sorry for myself right now ,i posted about it yesterday ,and warmie replyed saying something about the love i get in return ,but i couldent see this for the pain ,but shes right ,thats what i do isnt it ,suffer or not ,why did i have children ,to send them out and say ,go on then
dont bother me anymore ,so it will hurt by the end of today ,but i will have put her back on the road ,when she needed me to be there ,im proud to be a father ,and a freind to anyone who knows me ,i should open my eyes wider in future ,im sure im missing a lot of things in here
stay strong and safe my dear freinds ,,,,ps ,dont bring your cars round though,,lol,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ken