no peace at all

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i awoke feeling awful this morning ,im in the grip of the visitor ,i feel sick now ,and i dont know how im coping ,but at least i thought that as i felt so low ,i could have some time in the warm dark bedroom ,and at least
suffer,in relative peice,my mind is alive with terrible thoughts and i feel adrift out there somewere ,so here comes the next blow ,my daughters car has broken down ,with a major engine component needing replacing ,
the garage want 300 pounds ,she hasnt got this and i dont have it either
i will have to do this repair myself .in the cold and rain ,she needs the car for work on monday ,this is how it is for me ,and i hope you can see now
why i cant take much more ,i cant even have the luxury of being poorly
life just takes a big run at me and wham,,,im down again ,,,,,,ken
i hope my dear freinds ,that today is a little better than yesterday for you all ,,stay safe ,,,,,seeyou ,,,xn728